I want to apologize for my absence.
Recently I have been having a hard time
swallowing baby news from multiple relatives.
Two being under the age of 18.
After receiving our news of course
you know.. when it rains it pours.
I start getting all this baby news and I wanted
nothing more then to be happy for them,
but for some reason could not find
it in myself.
I felt so guilty and so ashamed for
not being able to feel happiness.
Now I realize I can not put my time into it.
Adding that stress is only making this journey
harder to bear.
Now I have decided to put my OBGYN and
Reproductive Endocrinologists Diagnosis to the side..
And see a Naturopathic Doctor.
The medications I was taking for my thyroid made
me feel so sick. So down. So tired.
First Appointment is June 26th.
Also doing acupuncture in between :)
Will keep you updated on how it goes!
The plan is to try this way for at least 1 year.
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