Well needless to say..
Im in a very determined mood lately.
Things have been harder and harder to take :(
I have two people very close to me (one younger then me
and one older then me) who recently announced they are having
their second child when their firsts are just toddlers.
We havent been lucky enough to have our first one.
Since their announcements I have been a wreck. Crying
all the time, mood swings out the wazoo. And in a straight
self pity-party status. Im tired of feeling this way, Im tired of
feeling like I am less of a woman. I want to just hold the child
I have so many vivid dreams about. I have woke up before looking
for that precious soul I dream about. :,(
Well thats it!
Im no longer feeling that way,
I may still cry I am a woman, haha
I have in the last month been to the OBGYN twice.
And I got great news.. so far! My right Ovary which was removed,
has now grown back. I mean there is still no eggs there now but
it is a start. My pap test was all in the clear too! And on March 9th
we go to see our first fertility specialist in GA. Getting all
around testing done on us both and will have same day
results, and believe me I cant wait to share any good
news we will continue to get!
Positive mind, Positive life.
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